Around 17 years ago, when I was 5, my parents noticed something about me. I was a talkative, if somewhat introspective child who loved writing and reading even before learning how to do both. However, I was simply terrible at Mathematics. Seriously. I had difficulties when counting numbers, or adding 1 + 1. They realized this couldn’t be a good sign, and so made a decision that changed my life forever, like so many small, nearly costless and quick decisions do: they put me to study under the Kumon method. This was a life-changing decision because, for the following 10 years, I studied Maths every single day, even during holidays and weekends. Even on Christmas or New Year’s Day. There were times I hated Kumon, there were times I loved it. Sometimes I cried because I wanted to go out and play, which I always did, but only after I finished my lessons. My parents didn’t need to force me to sit down and do my Kumon homework: the fact that, if I didn’t finish my lessons on one day, I would have much more to do the next day taught me in practice how bad procrastination can be. Little by little, school homework became much easier and quicker to finish than Kumon’s, and after some years I realized good grades at school had become a given to me. After all, Kumon was so much harder and it lasted all year long and never, ever ended, while school had holidays and exam days in which I (thankfully!) didn’t have any homework other than Kumon.
Then when I was 13, I was solving some linear equation systems during a Kumon class and had an epiphany: I was actually enjoying what I was doing. And I had been enjoying Maths for a long time, without ever giving much thought to it. As time went on and I got older, I realized I loved (and love) Maths, and it was Kumon that made me fall in love with it. And I say “love” because that’s exactly what it is. You know, love differs from passion because love has an antonym, which is hatred. And passion doesn’t.
Passion is vain, albeit strong and shiny as only a self-consuming fire can be. At first it thrills you, then it blinds you, and, unless you get rid of it or turn it into love, it eventually kills you. However, love is something built little by little, and it comes as a product of hard work. It is a long term investment, because you can’t really love a subject (be it person, science or sport) without knowing it inside out. And knowledge requires, more than anything else, work. But working so hard means you get disappointed countless times, since you will always expect a certain return under a certain time. People are dreamers, and those that actually go out of their comfort zone to invest in their dreams are, in fact, completely taken by love. They also expect the most from their investments, and as sometimes things don’t go as planned, hatred comes in. That’s why there is no love without quite a bit of hatred. Only deep and important feelings have this sort of subtlety attached to them. Love, my friends, is all about hard work and forgiveness. Of your own faults and others’.
When I think of this definition of love, I realize I don’t love as many things as sometimes I think I do. Only a few people and some activities. Definitely, I love Computer Science and Engineering, though. The path to learning something as complex as Computer Science is endless, and saying I actually know for sure anything in life, at 22, is quite bold. Nevertheless, after 17 years of hard work I dare coming to my first conclusion: there is no such thing as talent. Only strong determination, relentless practice and opportunities that come through people you meet on your way in life, and that you must put time and effort into befriending and being loyal to. People are invaluable, and they are impossible to forget. Never underestimate the power of being nice and helpful to others.
OK, so…why did I write all this? Well, it’s just that I’ve achieved a big, big goal in my life, and felt the need to share my conclusion about “life, the university and everything else”. I was approved at University of Alberta on their Master of Science in Computer Science program, one of the best in Canada and among the 50 best in the world. Actually, U of A has THE best Machine Learning research department in the world, and very significant researches being done in the areas of compilers, games and advanced human-computer interaction, frequently with machine learning mixed in. It has close relationships with companies such as BioWare and IBM. Also, MSc students from there have big chances of being granted Doctorate scholarships not only at U of A itself, but also at University of Waterloo, Stanford, MIT, Carnegie-Mellon and others.
Another good thing is that I was offered a scholarship by their Department of Computer Science, enough for me to pay both tuition fees and my living expenses, meaning I won’t be as much of an economic burden to my parents for the next 2 years as I was expecting to be, with this idea of studying abroad and all. Not that paying stuff for me worries them; they are really the most wonderful and dedicated parents in the world.
What about DigiPen? Well, the idea of going there really appealed to me…until sometime ago when, as I wrote here, I got disappointed with the games industry and decided that I actually need to try other fields in Computer Science. I’m doing this through my current work at Eldorado Research Institute and my freelance, remote-based work for an open-source company, and I’m loving it. Thus, a traditional MSc program like U of A’s is much more suitable for me. Not to mention that DigiPen’s tuition is quite expensive and offers no scholarship opportunities for foreign students.
All fine and dandy, but…where the hell in the world is U of A located??
Well, it’s in Canada. Canada is divided in 10 provinces and 3 territories, as shown in the picture below. The points on each province or territory represents its capital city and important cities.

So, U of A, as the name says, is located in Alberta, more precisely in its capital city Edmonton.

Alberta, together with Saskatchewan and Manitoba, forms the Canadian region known as the Prairies, with a continental climate. This equals to summers being very hot (think Brazilian Summer) while winters are extremely cold (and I mean it). I’m already gathering info on how to live healthily over there, of course; from what I know until now, much of the year I will dress looking like a snowboarder when outdoors
What about Edmonton? Well, the city actually has a smaller population than Campinas, and, so I have heard, has a friendly rivalry with Calgary, biggest city in Alberta.The rivalry began when Edmonton was chosen as capital city, and Calgary expected to be the university city (the one in which the provincial university would be built on), similarly to what happened in Saskatchewan. In Saskatchewan, Saskatoon became home to University of Saskatchewan, while Regina became capital city, having its own smaller university (University of Regina). However, as it turns out, Calgary wasn’t chosen as university city, but instead a city named Strathcona. Later on Strathcona was amalgamated by Edmonton, and Calgary ended up with nothing. Nowadays, though, it is indeed the richest city in Alberta and has a very good university too, University of Calgary.
The main manifestation of Edmonton x Calgary rivalry, known as the Battle of Alberta, is on sports. Hockey is the national Canadian sport, and an Edmonton Oilers versus Calgary Flames game is very much like Santos versus Corinthians here in Brazil. In American Football, also pretty popular in Canada, it’s Edmonton Eskimos versus Calgary Stampedes. Curiously enough, Alberta, and specially Calgary, are known as the “Texas of Canada”, because of its petroleum-based economy and its strong cowboy culture.


Anyway.
The Computer Science department, where I’ll have my classes and all, is located on the buildings below, Athabasca Hall and..another one, whose name I forgot.


The End! That was my longest post ever, I guess. But important moments require long posts, right?